MiseryI tried to kill the painbut only brought moreso much moreI lay dyingand I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayalI'm dying, praying, bleeding and screamingam I too lost to be savedam I too lost?~Evanescence "Tourniquet"MiseryLife is like a never ending living hellSometimes I want it to end,but the word suicide would never cross my mindwhy because Im better than thatAnd somehow I know it will get betterBetter than this life that is a miseryIt feels like God has turned his back on meIts like he sits and thinks of ways to ruin my lifeLike hes trying to push me over the edgeBut it wo